"I Slept With My Best Friend’s Husband" - Romance

Hello Buddies...

I have a confession and need an Advice from you all here,,

I have a problem that I can’t share with anyone close to me.

My best friend and I grew up together and since the day we met when we were 11 we were inseparable. We did and still do everything together. We went to the same University and we were roommates after we graduated for a couple years.

She ended up moving out with her fiance and I bought a house and focused on my career. Since then we definitely don’t spend as much time together as we used to and because our lives took different turns. She’s had 3 babies in the last few years and I am the Godmother of the last born. We still live fairly close to each other and her husband and I became close over the time they dated up until now.

I think he’s a good looking man and I always thought he was attractive. Lately, he’s been complaining about her not taking care of him, not losing the baby weight and always looking shabby but she works out all the time and complained to me about her not going to the gym and changing over the duration of their marriage.

A few weeks ago I babysat for her and she forgot to take some of the clothes she bought to my house so she sent her husband to come get them. It was late and I had been drinking and when he came in I offered him a drink which led to about 3 drinks. And from his behavior I was so sure he is drunk.
   
     I have never had sex for the past eight months for the fact that I am a widower. My Kenneth is a tall man, very dark in complexion, appears and speaks very softly during our conversation why having the bottles of drinks.. I could feel my desire for him. I started having my boobs close to him and then my hands rubbing his chest so he could feel it like never before. He tried ignoring but I pressed him down on the chair. I never wants to loose his thrill on me.. I got man hands on his dick.. Waoh!! I got aroused at the moment.. His manhood is as big as I can never imagine. I started kissing him Immediately! rubbed my hands in his dick. touching every part of him.. Just then he started accepting my request.

   He is like a man who would never want to do this, but to my pleads and urge.. He grabbed and squeezes my big breast.. took me up, pressed me against the wall.. I could feel his big dick in my Buttockz.. he then took me back to the bed, and starts sucking my nipples while his right leg sliding through thru the top of my hot and wet pussy. I am so finished at this point! It was like two hot train is riding on me. He kissed and pressed me there for several minuites and slowly, e went down sucking my wet pussy... Huuuum,,, I really still can't wait, I wanted his big d**k inside me. I wanted to feel how his d**k is gonna kill me. Just at this moment, he turned me, brought out his d**k and went slowly inside my pussy... Gosh! I never knew I would scream, I could feel the whole of his big d**k inside me riding slowly deep in and out. My Kenneth is an Energy Man, he kept fucking me for almost an hour before I feel satisfied.

    He heard into the Bathroom, took his bath and headed for home immediately.. I could see no smile on his face, no goodbye and he just went off like that. Gosh!!! I said to myself, and we ended up having sex. What a betray, my friend would never believe this really happened!

My friend called me right before he left and said that she was so happy that me and her husband are friends and that we get along so well and that she could trust me with him. I’ve betrayed my best friend and God children in the worse way possible and I can’t live with myself .I’m so shamed of my actions and giving into my impulses.

I haven’t been able to talk to her like we normally do and I don’t know what to do……I made a HUGE mistake. Please tell me what should I do?